R: I met up with my first love last night. We remembered the 3 yrs that we did not talk. I tried to find out why we fell apart and what I failed to learn from him; M and T left me the way he left me, there must be something wrong with me. I realized he left because he is the kind of man who will choose to not be with someone like me. I wish I can extensively share with you my thoughts abt yesterday. You might find it amusing.
Me: I’ve long accepted the fact that people come and go in our lives. Those people had left me, hurt me because that’s what they are meant to be in my life. Every day, I try to be a better than I was yesterday, still that doesn’t guarantee that he will not leave me. I had given up my search for love to destiny and had learned to live one day at a time. As for love, all I can do is wait for it to come. I hope soon. Soon. Honestly, nakakapagod din mag-isa.