Sigh.

Random.
8:52PM

Today is the 31st of March 2014. For some, today officially marks the last day of the school year and the  start of a month-long vacation. 

I did not go to school today. I have pending SF5 defects in the entries that should have been taken care of today. But I chose not to go to school.

I haven't made up my mind in taking MA units this opening of the school year. 

I haven't made up my mind if I will transfer to my dream school for the continuation of my Masteral Studies or if  I should start looking for job opportunities elsewhere, in preparation for future employment after this fellowship. 

Should I stay here or go somewhere else?

I tried online dating. But I seem to freak out or would lose interest in the conversation whenever the topic goes to relationships or beyond friendship. What's wrong with me?

I have been sleeping a lot lately. Or just wanna stay in bed, all day long. 

I had been planning to jog but I can't seem to have the energy to do so.

I want to cut my hair, but I told myself that for once in my life, I'll have it long. 

I should start cleaning up and sorting out the papers used last school year. 

I want to lose weight. I wanna be able to wear the dress I had been keeping in my closet for a long time, but never had the chance because I can't fit in it.

Am I depressed? I had been eating ice cream every day.

Random.
9:10PM 





13 comments:

  1. ang gulo2x ata ng isip mo sis ahhh.. i think its best to go to church alone and stay there and go to somewhere where you can only find is the trees and beaches baka sakali you can think what you really wanna do first. ohh god i miss this, i miss na mag.iingay sa blog hehehe and i miss u more pa rin syempre. bawal muna akong tumambling now hahaha baka matuloyan hahaha

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    1. hmm.. di ako sanay mag-church mag-isa :( promise. I had gone to church with friends last Sunday only to text mama na mas masaya magchurch kasama sila..hehe.. Eto na nga ang Project April-- more more jogging in the morning :) im on my second day as of this comment..... Pag-uwi ko ng Bicol next week, more more jogging by the shore naman..

      Welcome back na ba talga to? lels.. I know hindi ka nman nawala, and it's nice to have you here.. more more ingay, more more fun!!! See you soon!!

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  2. You know what is good, it's vacation time. It is the time of the year where you can do what you want. The past school year had been stressful but rewarding. Let the summer break be a source of inspiration for better things.

    During summer back in Manila when I started teaching, I don't teach during the summer breaks. I do 'new' things. I learn something new. I work in a different environment. I visit my aunt who used to live in Baguio. I sell things at fairs and bazaars. And I took some units in education.

    Prioritize things, in your case, your health first. If you feel good, you will look good. Fit body, new hair, and back to your beloved clothes. Then, you can look at the mirror at the end of summer and say, "It's a new day, a new me, a new attitude!"

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    1. I so love the last line!
      So far, haven't thought of having my hair cut pa naman. On my 2nd month na. Usually, every month, nagpapagupit na ko. lels..

      Thank you Cher Jo! Msyado lang yata ko napressure, seeing my college classmates graduate MA and I am not yet halfway through with mine. The competitive side of me suddenly shrunk, but then, I will be back on my feet soon! I'll start with getting back on those old clothes of mine and that long hair will take a little while to be seen but it will the new look of mine... :)

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  3. Alam mo, medyo pansin ko na kakaiba ka nung Friday; parang you have less energy. Tama si Cher Jo, need mo ng mahabang vacay. :) Or one crazy trip.

    Online dating? Try mo mag-PlanetRomeo. Lels.

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    1. Eh kasi naman, pag si papa na nagsabi na "bat parang bumibilog ka naman?" at yan ay habang kumakain ako ng ice cream, iba yung impact. Kung boyfriend nagsabi nun, pwede ko pang hiritan at konsensyahin. Unfortunately, isang awesome Papa ang meron ako. LOL

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  4. Yes the school year ends na! vacy vacay din pag my time ahaha...

    follow whats in your heart :D

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    1. I know right. Sayo, walang vacay, work hard meron.. lols...
      Ang gusto ng puso ko ay magmahal. Charot lang! hahaha
      Ang gusto ko lang talaga ay humilata at kumain ng ice cream!

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  5. Just relax and take one day at a time:)
    Enjoy your vacation. Let your heart and God's words lead you!

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    1. As always MamiJoy! Salamat po :)

      Pareho po kayo ni papa ng sabi :D

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  6. chillax mam yccos! :) one at a time... take your time :)

    nakaka-relate naman ako sa ice cream na yan, basta ako hangga't may VANILLA ice cream, malalampasan ko ang pighati ng buhay lols :)

    God bless! :) U know what to do.

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    1. I know right. May bago akong nadiscover... yung sa Family Mart., Twirl all you can, Green Tea Flavor, ang sarap-sarap-sarap! hehe.. tinopak ako once, nagtext ako sa kuya ko na kitain ako sa technohub, tapos nagpalibre ako nun.. Haha.. Magawa nga ulit mamaya.. Ang saya-saya!!! :D :D

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  7. If you aim for many things, just do them one at a time and bring your full focus in it. Do not over prepare or plan because there is a tendency that you'll under deliver because you'll realize that you're already full of things. Learn to prioritize the more important things. Set a "high prio" and "low prio" kind of scheme. In that way, you'll be able to weave your plan smoothly.

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