The moment I saw, I really wished to myself that I hope you're the one. But I can only dream.
You can never be mine and I can never be worth your time. You are too much for me. A prayer answered gazzillion times! Not too much for me to handle but somebody too much for me to receive. You deserve someone far more better than I am.
With that in mind, I write this letter which you will never get to read, letting it be known how much I adore you. Your smile, your dreams, the you.
I had wished for someone like you yet I felt that I have nothing much to offer that can make you stay. I have lost some battles and I had grown weak. I have lost my pride and I am slowly losing it again falling for you. I can't make you happy the same way that you can make my world go bright. I can only offer you my love. My love which I am afraid may not be enough for you because you deserve more.
I have no plans of letting you read this. I just want to write this. Something I can go back into and when I feel better and had moved on, I can laugh at it and remember how crazy I had been to fall in love with you even at the very short while. Getting the chance to save my ass before I plunge into having the courage to say I like you. Knowing that I am not worth it.
I thank God you came my way. Even just for awhile.
The letter is really for a guy I used to have a huge crush and had passed away a month ago after a 7-month battle against cancer.