The day that I went home unemployed, I had focused all my energy and thoughts to the idea that I want to work in Japan as a teacher. In my head, the series of the situations is toward that track. So, I took my time, sent applications here and there. Tried doing follow up calls once a week about the status, was given a date for an interview, was promised that I will receive a phone call as soon as the interview date is near. The orientation/interview is for tomorrow. I waited the whole day. I never received the call.
Everyday, I think about it. I even wrote an essay why I want to teach in Japan, hoping to have it posted as soon as the process for employment gets started. I even look for signs: I got hired as a home-based online english tutor to Japanese clientele, on Feb 14th, we ate a Japanese restaurant for lunch and dinner, early this morning, the lady beside me was reading a book about Tokyo. In my head, I'm still praying for God to approve with what I hope for.
I missed the first step. That's what I have been telling myself and my heavy heart.
Then a friend told me "Hehe d p nmn yan ktpsan DBA smula p lng drtng dn un mnwla ka."
I have been trying to find answers why I did not get that call. It felt so important coz it's the first step to everything.
- My experience in teaching is limited to two years eventhough I graduated with a degree related to teaching
- I am just one of the thousands who wants to go abroad for greener pasture
- My resume didn't look that impressive
- In my prayers, I say, may He give me that thing that will help in doing the greater good.
In my prayers, I had included that if ever it's not for me yet, may He grant me that peace and acceptance no matter how events would turn because I know that He has better plans for me.
I just wanna make hugot. Can I make hugot. No, enough with the hugot, that is so 2015.