Over-soaked again and again.
I have been scrolling on social media endlessly, again and again. Again? The awareness is there but the desire to stop and live life as it is, seem just hard to find and paralized as it is, might as well soak in the deep doom of scrolldom I did. I have been unhappy inwardly for all things that I should be grateful for. After all, the things that I have right now were things I used to pray for. The people and tribe I have around me right now, bring me so much joy and purpose. The family has been strong and I pray that they continue to be stronger and healthier every day. The husband has always been cheerful and active and positive about life and adventure. Of course we have our down days and that's the reality of it. In every prayer, I ask the Lord to give us patience, strength and unending love for each other so that we maybe able to fulfill the desires of hearts for our ownselves and for us a couple. I watched Maricar's interview on Tony Talks and I am happy that I was