Life of a Kat

Finally have my own nook at the new apartment!  I actually dont know how to start today's narrative.  I haven't fully-recovered from flu which I have been completely denying myself that I had and so I still try to continue with life despite the fatigue and exhaustion.  You see, dishes won't wash themselves and since we dont have a dryer, clothes wont dry themselves too.  Oh don't get me wrong, D has been so helpful. On the night of my high fever, he wouldn't sleep much at all. And he tries to really just do the chores when he is home. But when he is at work, it is just me and my mind and my excuses to not get things done while in here.  I honestly miss the old self that can get many things done, but I also know that I cannot bring it back the way it used to be. I just really need to change a few things here and there so I can get back in track.  We signed up for gym membership! Aint that fun?  It has been on my mind since I can't remember and I really wanted to

This is supposed to be my 7th entry for November, but that long detailed entry I wrote on the 1st wouldn't publish, nor get saved on drafts, and I tried to reset but I forgot to copy and paste the content. And so I lost drive to keep the blog going.  Excuses. Excuses. Excuses.  But here I am again, giving myself the second chance among the many second chances to keep on writing about my life.  It has been good. Too good that it’s so boring and as much as I miss the adventures I used to  do, this life right now, is way something good to give up on. Every day I wake up with a warm embrace and a kiss. Every meal, with a prayer, every moment, shared with somebody I can now call my home.  We are already at that point in our lives that we are shaking off the boat every now and then as life has gone too comfortable and growth doesn’t seem to come natural anymore.   I can’t seem to shed off the weight I have gained within the year and I feel sluggish and heavy. I felt so bad about myself t