Life of a Kat

I wonder when all these hormonal changes are gonna end and so I can just stop from suddenly crying and really just getting on with my days.  As I fully embrace the thought of big changes coming my way, my tears wouldn't stop from streaming down my face and blurring my vision.  I still fear so many things but I remind myself that for things that aren't within my control, I have a God, powerful God watching over me, looking after me, even when I am at my worst being and worthy of His Love and Protection.  He knows me. He hears me,  He sees me.  He loves me. 

It's payday! Now you know when I get paid in this job. HAHA But if you expect that there would be some kind of sharing of how much I earned, there are a lot of information on that that appears online, so just google it for yourself.  Anyway, as we take baby steps (pun intended) in the next big changes that will happen in our lives, I am still quite scared and excited at the same time about how it will all be unfolding.  I know I have found myself a very kind and loyal partner. Someone I had prayed for, for so long.  I just wish I can experience all the romantic steps that every girl could wish for: a proposal and a wedding with all the family members gathered in celebration.  For now, I am thankful for every day of peace and quiet and provision.  Thank You, Lord. 

Today feels like a milestone that I am just not yet ready to announce to the world.  And eventually you’ll find me writing more and more.      

List as many past jobs that you've held as you can think of. CSR Account Analyst/Manager Public School Teacher  Copywriter Customer Experience Officer  Bakeshop Keeper  Dishwasher  Piggery Keeper/Cleaner  Class Officer (high school and university) Are there any particularly funny, horrifying, or heartwarming moments you strongly remember from any (or all) of them? Jot some of your favorites down. When I was a teenager, every morning, I had to feed the pigs and clean their pens before getting on with my day.  Being a full-time teacher had most of the heartwarming stories, they may appear classic but yet, those are experiences that I am glad to have encountered coz working with the innocent and young minds are the hardest and yet most-fufilling because one is given an opportunity to mold young minds and share our soul.  But that wasn't my very first job. My first job was that of a CSR. When the ooffshore customer support job in its initial boom in the Philippines, being hired was

 Standing in my way right now is the lack of energy and enthusiasm to pursue anything that of writing could make me discover and for me to be discovered.  If only I would be able to overcome this obstacle, I would that I would be able to present myself more professionally to the international community but most of all, be more of service to the NGO I currently serve.  I need to learn to be able to budget my time, have more patience in reading books, procrastinate lesser, exercise better and of course, worry lesser about money. I need to convince myself that I can do all these, coz I know that I was able to do all of them before.  I had always been using the same excuse of lack of motivation and energy and just regretted it every time.  I would like to think that these obstacles are just my own fears of being rejected and non-relevant, with the longest running obstacle called laziness, I have let life pass me by and kept me wishing I was in a different place particularly in career.  I h