14 Oct 2022
It's the start of the good days. Not because the past days were bad. Actually, life recently had been exciting. I visited my family and a friend in Sydney, Australia. Before I left and when I came back, I am having this budding relationship with someone which we have decided to take to the next level. Fast tracked as it may seem, but I do appreciate the conversations we have whenever we or at least me wants to clarify something, want to happen or just really be truthful. I have recently gained almost 4 kgs of weight and it is honestly, bothering. I can already feel my clothes so tight, my movement becoming sluggish and just not really confident about myself. For one, if I don't fit on my current clothes, it would mean that I need to buy new ones and with the recent swiping spree I had made with my card, I am not in a position to do big clothes purchases. If it's a size smaller, probably, I would be happy. Also, with the weight gain, my movement, my back, had just been n