Im suddenly losing hope for myself.
The past 2nd and ongoing 3rd week are quite rough for me. I wasn't able to teach my kids. I don't even know where to start should I enlist them. I dont even want to think of all those moments.
Today, I had taught for 10 minutes, then I stopped and just stared at all of them.
Boys at the back were just so unruly.
Wont listen to me, I would drag them back to their seats, but in a few minutes they are standing again and going around the room, outside the classroom and just making noise.
Girls on their seats are fighting each other.
They cant read. They dont know how to write. But I have to teach them Science.
I am frustrated just like them.
Tomorrow, I will start my afterclass Reading Remedial Sessions with them. They are actually more excited for it than our lesson.
These kids were promoted to grade three without even knowing how to read nor write their names. Phonics recognition is very low. Mastery of mother tongue is also very low. So help me God. I dont know if I am doing anything right as of this moment.