Crying is like a healing process of our emotions. I cry for a lot of reasons or for no reason at all. However, I noticed that I don't cry anymore after doing it for a long time. It will stop, but in the meantine, treasure the thought that you can acknowledge your feelings of sadness and happiness by releasing them through tears. Cyber hugs...
thanks cher jo.. everything had just been overwhelming lately, on top of that, I am becoming a bit impatient about myself and my chosen circumstances. I'll get by as always. :) I miss you and your relatable life realizations.
Pauwi na ko sa bahay after my afternoon tutorial job nang may makasalubong akong isang matandang lalake, may bitbit na itim na plastic na estante na may apat na palapag. Unang tingin ko pa lang, alam kong inilalako nya ang estante, pansin ko din ang pagod sa kanyang mukha dahil sa buong araw na paglalakad. Tinanong ko, "Manong, magkano po yang cabinet?" "Php 1,200 kapag hulugan, Php 520 kung cash,".... "Kung ako sayo mam, i-cash mo na, ang laki ng matitipid mo." Bibong sagot nya. "Ay, Php 300 lang po yung bili ko sa ganyan ko eh, tsaka kulang na po ang paa ng cabinet nyo." Sabay turo ako sa ilalim na bahagi ng estanteng tinda nya. Tatalikod na sana ko, at maglalakad pauwi, pero nagsalita ulit ang matanda, "Bibilhin mo ba ng Php300?", "Eh kulang po ng paa," Sagot ko. Pero sa isip ko, gusto ko nang bilhin. Mareremedyuhan naman yung paa nun. Tatanggalin ko na lang, para pantay lahat. Tamang-tama ang estanteng iyon pa...
The skies had been dark like a storm is coming. It had been raining the whole night long and when I woke up that day, I had fears that Sir Jonathan can’t come to school anymore due to the heavy downpour. I opted not to ask for I may just get the dreaded response. I prepared for school. Ate breakfast, brought my laptop since I thought I may just have to stop by a coffee shop after school and finish the item analysis I am doing. It was very difficult to get a ride. I wish I can afford to buy a car and save myself and my stuff from getting wet and so that I can bring more things to school for experiments and so that I can to all the places I wanna go to and I don’t have to worry about over-packing stuff and I have thought about all of these just because its raining heavily and I have no school bus anymore L When I arrived, the school seem deserted. No kids nor parents were at the gate. The guard told me that the principal decided to suspend the class lest the heavy rains cou...
The sun had risen on the east where it always does. I still breathe the same air I had breath last 2013 with additional smell of black powder due to the firecrackers used to welcome the new year. With additional task of cleaning out the remnants of those firecrackers too. The one thing that makes it different is that new light of hope the new day brings-- the new year brings. Another chance. Another hope. Another opportunity. The Old and New Last year, I had only planned of renewing my PRC license just to keep it updated but I got more than that. I was given the opportunity to be a teacher. It was not an easy task. This year, I am given another chance to continue the battle against ignorance together with other transformational teachers who dreams of changing the Philippines through education. Battling ignorance in the midst of sea of corrupt leaders is a collaborative effort and we had just started rocking the boat. It is a long process and every year that we continue to sail ...
cher kat... i feel u.
ReplyDeleteit's halo-halo :'(
DeleteLilipas din to. Lagi naman.
Crying is not a sign of weakness. Sometime, it's showing how strong you are in admitting that there is something that you can't do...
ReplyDeletethere's just a lot of things going on.. emotions... unaccomplished tasks. personal expectations...
DeleteCher Kat!!! *hugs*
ReplyDeletethanks fiel :*
DeleteCrying is like a healing process of our emotions. I cry for a lot of reasons or for no reason at all. However, I noticed that I don't cry anymore after doing it for a long time. It will stop, but in the meantine, treasure the thought that you can acknowledge your feelings of sadness and happiness by releasing them through tears. Cyber hugs...
ReplyDeletethanks cher jo.. everything had just been overwhelming lately, on top of that, I am becoming a bit impatient about myself and my chosen circumstances. I'll get by as always. :) I miss you and your relatable life realizations.
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ReplyDeletetalk about brain regla I think? Haha. I felt a bit better now.
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