Crying is like a healing process of our emotions. I cry for a lot of reasons or for no reason at all. However, I noticed that I don't cry anymore after doing it for a long time. It will stop, but in the meantine, treasure the thought that you can acknowledge your feelings of sadness and happiness by releasing them through tears. Cyber hugs...
thanks cher jo.. everything had just been overwhelming lately, on top of that, I am becoming a bit impatient about myself and my chosen circumstances. I'll get by as always. :) I miss you and your relatable life realizations.
The skies had been dark like a storm is coming. It had been raining the whole night long and when I woke up that day, I had fears that Sir Jonathan can’t come to school anymore due to the heavy downpour. I opted not to ask for I may just get the dreaded response. I prepared for school. Ate breakfast, brought my laptop since I thought I may just have to stop by a coffee shop after school and finish the item analysis I am doing. It was very difficult to get a ride. I wish I can afford to buy a car and save myself and my stuff from getting wet and so that I can bring more things to school for experiments and so that I can to all the places I wanna go to and I don’t have to worry about over-packing stuff and I have thought about all of these just because its raining heavily and I have no school bus anymore L When I arrived, the school seem deserted. No kids nor parents were at the gate. The guard told me that the principal decided to suspend the class lest the heavy rains cou...
I was digging into my email for a copy of my resume and got this.... Sent on 3/7/2012, antagal na pala. Makapag-emo nga muna... hahaha.... It's been almost two years now. Minsan sa buhay ko, na-in-love ako, nakasakit ng damdamin at nasaktan in the end. But that doesn't stop me from loving again. As to when, only time can tell. Dear ____, I am so sorry for everything. No words or thing could ever equate to the pain and havoc I had cause to your heart. This is me, trying to pick up the pieces of myself and trying to be a better person that I can be after all those mistakes I had done. I am sorry if I had stopped you from being happy with someone else, it was the selfish me who was talking back then. I am sorry for causing you so much confusion for I myself was lost and don't know what to do. I am sorry for letting you be part of my misery. When all of these had started, all I was wanted was to be happy. To be that girl a man could ever need. I was blinded and m...
The sun had risen on the east where it always does. I still breathe the same air I had breath last 2013 with additional smell of black powder due to the firecrackers used to welcome the new year. With additional task of cleaning out the remnants of those firecrackers too. The one thing that makes it different is that new light of hope the new day brings-- the new year brings. Another chance. Another hope. Another opportunity. The Old and New Last year, I had only planned of renewing my PRC license just to keep it updated but I got more than that. I was given the opportunity to be a teacher. It was not an easy task. This year, I am given another chance to continue the battle against ignorance together with other transformational teachers who dreams of changing the Philippines through education. Battling ignorance in the midst of sea of corrupt leaders is a collaborative effort and we had just started rocking the boat. It is a long process and every year that we continue to sail ...
cher kat... i feel u.
ReplyDeleteit's halo-halo :'(
DeleteLilipas din to. Lagi naman.
Crying is not a sign of weakness. Sometime, it's showing how strong you are in admitting that there is something that you can't do...
ReplyDeletethere's just a lot of things going on.. emotions... unaccomplished tasks. personal expectations...
DeleteCher Kat!!! *hugs*
ReplyDeletethanks fiel :*
DeleteCrying is like a healing process of our emotions. I cry for a lot of reasons or for no reason at all. However, I noticed that I don't cry anymore after doing it for a long time. It will stop, but in the meantine, treasure the thought that you can acknowledge your feelings of sadness and happiness by releasing them through tears. Cyber hugs...
ReplyDeletethanks cher jo.. everything had just been overwhelming lately, on top of that, I am becoming a bit impatient about myself and my chosen circumstances. I'll get by as always. :) I miss you and your relatable life realizations.
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ReplyDeletetalk about brain regla I think? Haha. I felt a bit better now.
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