Life of a Kat

​I am always holding my phone but I never really took time to open my journaling app and just emo shit dump more and more. I should have done that more.  I should have taken my solitude moments in a more self-exploratory mode instead of scrolling mode. As I close my fair share of  10 months of 2023, l have a good mix of goods and bads, mostly the good are unexpected, the bads mostly resulted from inaction and excuses and there are certain times that things were really out of my locus of control.  To be able to bravely and shamelessly pen my shortcomings for my dreams and goals, is a big chunk of my desire to be out of the rut.  I was able to pick up myself a lot of times from past ruts, for sure, this time, I can do it again.  I should realize that it gets more exciting and fulfilling this time because I have a partner to divide the burden with and eventually, share the sweet taste of success as we go for the goal together.  61 more days and we call it a wr...

 There are just so many things I want to do... Update my expense tracker. Fold clothes and stack away most summer clothes. Change wardrobe for the cold days ahead. Clean up the house. Grocery shopping. Blog.  Do more video stories.  Read more.  Prepare questions for end of October training.  I am very much overwhelmed with things going on right now, but I can feel that I am handling things a bit better than I used to and I am glad about that. Maybe I could go for a good run tonight. Or maybe not. I have a lot clothes to fold and sort. Ugh.