Life of a Kat

I really like to write. I love to write a lot. Just about anything. My life. My thoughts. Just about whatever runs into my head. Writing feels like talking with the words in print, that’s how my tita would always tell me whenever she asks me to write about something when I was in high school. However, I just can’t make that happen all the time. There will be days that I would just run into my computer and type away and post it. There were days that I would start on something and have it forever on the drafts page. Worst are the days that I want to write but I can’t write anything. Just like this. I am just typing away with nowhere to go. I am squeezing out senseless words from my brains just because I want to write and I am restless. For now, I will try to write as if I’m talking. It’s the time of the month. If a girl says it’s the time of the month, people in the room should be able to get it. If not, then let me tell you about it with a ( . ) do you get it now? That look...

9:45 Nakakamiss na din magpost. Makapag-random nga. 1. Habang isinusulat ko to, nanonood ako ng The Adjustment Bureau. According to the movie, there are siginificant people whose lives are planned, the plans entails that the lead role give up his love for more bigger responsibilities and wider opportunities for the one he loves. He decided to give up his love and work according to plan. Di pa tapos eh. Di ko ma-share ang ending.  2. Naka-Day 8 na ko sa gym! Yoohoo! So far, di naman masakit ang katawan ko. Hahaha. I noticed in myself na mas productive ako with my daily tasks and I sleep better. 3. Every day is a success. Small progress and still a progress. It's a slow process.  4. My bestfriend arrived from Japan, and I got a few Hello Kitty stuff with me again. Pinaka-cute tong si Hello Kitty football player.  5. Tumaas yata ang grado ng mata ko. Nahihilo ako kapag nagbabasa ng matagal. Nagigising na lang ako sa umaga na nakatakip sa mukha ko...

Shake It Off Moments 1.     Dumating na yung test sa Science, tinuro ko sya Mother Tongue as per directive. Ang test nasa English. 2.     Prepared ako magturo, absent ang tatlong teachers. Di ako maka-ikot sa mga dapat kong turuan. 3.     Kinuha ko yung number ng gym na naka-post dun sa labas ng gym, nung tinawagan ko, wrong number. 4.     Anong nangyari sa professionalism sir/mam/sir? Bad Teacher Moments 1.     May lapis akong dala para sayo. Ano pang dahilan mo at di ka nagsusulat? 2.     Paggising mo sa umaga, bago ka pumasok, isipin mo kung kaya mong maging mabuting bata. Kung kaya mo, go, maligo, magsepilyo at pumasok nang mabango sa school. Kung gustong subukan pwede rin. Kung hindi talaga kaya, baka gusto mong pag-isipan kung anong dapat ginagawa sa paaralan. 3.     Simula bukas, magdadala na ko ng chili powder. Ang marinig kong magmura, bubudb...

I thought I had my life all planned out. I thought I already know what will happen with me in the coming years, I know what I want, what I need and who I want to be. I really thought I do. But here I am know, staring at my paper, holding a pencil on my left hand with nothing to write, I try to write something, but I erase it eventually. Then, nothing is in there anymore. This is my first assignment with the 6-month mentorship program I am currently under. It aims to re-design and match the skills and leadership skills we have acquired from the two years of teaching in a public school to our chosen hopefully lifelong careers after this experience. Before our second meeting sometime this month, I have to make a layout of my life. From my current age up to the age I could ideally live. Typing this post seems to be a lot easier than doing my life map. Where do I start? What do I start with? How do I start all over again? Do I really want to start over again? This time, my...