15 Aug 2026
It's been that long? The last entry I had was last May? But in my head, I had been writing, reflecting, typing, would have been real if I can go back to them just like that ones I had written here. I know I'll find the groove, the system, the organization to be able to write again. I dream to be able to weave something like that of Marcus Aurelius book, Meditations- a collection of his thoughts about his life. In a few days time, I turn 40. A few months ago, I become a mother, a few months before that, I become jobless, before all that, I was someone who was just trying to make the best out of life. Years changed me, but not as quick as motherhood have. Beautiful, I may say. What an honor, what a pleasure. But painful as well. Learning to let go of the oneself I had built over the years, succumbed to the void of just viewing other people carefully curate their lives to be viewed online, now, struggling to find my way back to living life again. In writing, I...