27 May 2023

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I wonder when all these hormonal changes are gonna end and so I can just stop from suddenly crying and really just getting on with my days. 

As I fully embrace the thought of big changes coming my way, my tears wouldn't stop from streaming down my face and blurring my vision. 

I still fear so many things but I remind myself that for things that aren't within my control, I have a God, powerful God watching over me, looking after me, even when I am at my worst being and worthy of His Love and Protection. 

He knows me.

He hears me, 

He sees me. 

He loves me. 



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