Life of a Kat

I am one of those who had been hit hard by the drama series: When Life Gives You Tangerines This slice of life K-drama indeed hit a lot of spot in the daily lives.  At one point, it made me think, maybe I am like Ae Sun, a young girl who used to dream big and then life's challenges hit her hard and woke up seeing herself as a wife, a mother of 3, lost one and someone who had given up on her literary dreams over time. Fulfilling her dreams through her daughter and continually loving her husband through thick and thin.  Then, I realized I don't wanna be like that. I don't wanna be someone who outsourced her dreams to the next generation, pretty much like how my own mother had had it.  In the event that I would have my own child soon, I wanna fulfill my own dreams next to them (husband and child). Easier said than done for sure, that's for sure. Twists and turns in life are not new in anyone's life, it is the way of life. Or else, what would it be called? Even the most...

Im thinking of making a full-on declutter of my stuff. Shredding those more than 5 year-old planners, donating/selling books, throwing stuff that I dont need, junk gadgets and completely letting go of these things aren't supposed to take up space in our house. It will take a while for sure.  I started it last Monday and it is crazy to see why I have to many bags that I don't really use, books and notebooks that I don't write on and I still want to buy some more.  This is what I have been doing lately, just writing and writing and I know that they don't make any sense but I still write them down here.  There are certain feelings I miss to feel and I know that it is also me that can make me feel them: adventure, excitement, beauty, love. The cold weather is unforgiving.