Push 3.0 (Japan Edition)

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Just when I should be writing more...
I am not writing at all...

Just when I need to be writing more...
I am losing the energy...

As I figure out my life for the next few weeks, I pray for strength, lesser distractions and tons of inspirations.

As I try to design my dreams and complex ideas into something real, I seek wisdom and faith that things will fall into place.

I am scared. So scared that sometimes I am not sure if I am doing things right. Or if they even have meaning at all. Yet, I am excited and holding on to that deep faith that things happen for a good reason and that I just need to believe as there are still a lot of people who are willing to bet on me.

I should be the first one to trust myself.

So help me God.

Just keep pushing forward.

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  3. kalansaycollector6 March 2019 at 04:16

    omg! that's one of my fave feelings -- yung sa gitna ng takot at excitement! good luck sa new endeavor kat! :) praying for you!

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