What were your chores today?

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 365 QOTD 

What are your chores today? 

The usuals: dishes, laundry, sweeping the floor, taking out the trash. All of it, coz I live alone. As much as I can, I try to keep my little space tiny and livable coz I do most of my projects in here. 


I don't know how I got through the day without being pissed of the kids or upset. I had very light sleep last night, waking up every 2 hours and just totally restless. 

I splurged today. I had a big pancake breakfast at a family restaurant and grabbed late lunch from 7-11 on my way to work. Those expense would have been good enough for another 3 days but I just had to treat myself. After that, I went home and tried to take a bit of more sleep before I get to work. I did for a bit. 

Today, when I left my house and also, on my way home, the rain poured so heavy that I had second thoughts of making a stop and putting on the hazard signal coz I am just so scared of how blocked my view was at those times. The rain probably lasted for 10-15 minutes and the rest of both drives were rain-free.

Now, I am home, I had to wrap my wrists with elastic bandage again coz I can feel the pain again. I know I had to rest but nobody else will do the things that I have to do on a daily basis. I know I need my hands checked. I just need to make time and find a translator. That's an issue that just keeps me putting off this problem to the backseat.

Bedtime now. I got threaded today with calm and grace. I am willing to make this kind of demeanor my usual self. Onto better days, but first, SLEEP.  

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